The feelings of death that I felt close to my family a few weeks back have come to light.  I am very exhausted because of the overwhelming energy that I have had to encounter and the sorrow, as well.

I haven’t cried that much in a long time.  This is really scaring me now.  I have never felt things so intensely as I do now.  It’s hard not to feel afraid of knowing things before they happen.  Often even the little faint glimpses are still confusing enough, now imagine the energy becoming more and more strong, so it’s even more easy to interpret.  I told one of my close friends that I’m going to end up wearing tin foil just to give me a break from all of this.  I don’t want to know most of it anyways.  Seems all I am able to pick up lately is very negative.  Sometimes I wish it would stop completely, but I’m afraid that I will always be inflicted.  Why can’t I focus on picking winning lotto numbers.  Now that would really be something!  I should try and teach myself to focus on things like that.  Maybe it will cancel out all of the dark stuff.  For a look back at some of my own personal experiences just go to the left side of the page and click on “MyPara”.

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