Sorry I was so upset yesterday.  When I sense negative energy a little bit of me becomes negative, as well. Without Good there can not be evil and there is a bit of evil in good too.  How else can we fight it if we don’t become it a little, in order to do what we have to do!  Retribution, right.  The Lord had angels that would fight evil by any means to defeat them.  Anyways, I am very saddened by the plane crash in Buffalo that occurred yesterday.  Add that to all the greed that has pretty much killed our economy and you have me in a pretty rotten mood.  The only thing cheering me up is the fact it’s Friday the 13th and I’m going to treat myself and watch as many paranormal based horror shows as possible.  I will still have a part of me worried about what is going on in the world today.  It is easy to live peaceful and ignorant in the Matrix, but the only way we will defeat it is if we all wake up.  Yes, it’s cold here now, but the only way we can save our future and the future of the younger generations is to become aware of the evils that are going on in the world.  www.infowars.com is a great place to start and you have to Google Ron Paul or do a search on YouTube.  Anyways, I hope we can overturn it before it’s too late.  I don’t want the world to end in 2012 like so many have predicted.  We can’t go back to sleep in the Matrix because it seems peaceful, but you will realize it when it’s too late if you continue to ignore what is really going on.  I for one am out of the Matrix and will do anything to fight those evil-greedy pigs.  You can’t decide the fate of our world because you think you are better than us.  Good always conquers evil!  You will pay for your sins, I can guarantee you that!  There is a God and you will be held accountable for what you have done and for what you are trying to do.

I remember when I was very little I used to purposely blur out things by staring into them for long periods of time until they would almost melt away and I would almost absorb it’s energy in.  In primary school I recall constantly signing out a pagan like story book and staying up late taking comfort in something familiar that was not the boring norm.  In grade 6 or 7 I teamed up with another girl who was also into the occult and we used to celebrate our energy and cast mild spells.  A few of the other girls took notice and dug up this wood and feather charm we buried and started making weird noises while shaking our sacred piece.  I am not unfamiliar to ridicule and that’s why I am currently anonymous, because I really can’t bare any more.  In this day and age I’m almost cripple from all the negative energy that is going on in the world today.. you know, the financial crisis caused by greed and the secret societies horrible intentions.  Well even when I was posting on Discovery’s A Haunting Forum some DICK even started cutting on the new Facebook group I created to help save my favorite show.  They asked if there was a group for canceling the show and that anyone that doesn’t want it canceled is out of their mind.  I was so mad I posted something back that was so nasty but I guess some of the words I used wouldn’t even generate my message so I put a much milder version asking that jerk if there was a group for people that seek attention and I also told that idiot that there is a large following for the show.  I’m so sick and tired of ignorant naive people that don’t believe there is something else out there.  I have a short fuse lately so it’s best not to F#CK with me now.  I’m very angry and it’s a reflection of what is happening in the world today.  I don’t want to resort to my dark side because like I said before I fear it very much.  Tell me what possessed me to conduct rituals as a child in the dark with candles and burning spiders????  It scares me that I did that and I regret it very much.  I’m all over the place lately and it’s so confusing.  I can’t do anything at all.  I feel overwhelmed.  I did, however, want more than anything to go to California.  I had a feeling that it was now or never.  Last night while listening to Alex Jones I found out that Cali is in great turmoil.  They are bankrupt… there are so many illegal aliens on the system it bled them dry.  There are boarder kidnappings going on and it’s become so unsafe.  I’m so angry… I want to scream and cry.  The only f#cking thing that I want right now is to get my mind off the evils of the world today and the only thing that does that is my favorite show A Haunting.

I need more new shows now because it’s been over a year and it doesn’t look like it’s coming back anytime soon.  I bet it has something to do with that Paranormal State show that isn’t even a millionth as good!  I would rather that go off the air than A Haunting.  A Haunting has the best paranormal reenactment documentary shows and it’s scary as hell too.

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Ok this is driving me nuts because I am dying for more new episodes of the best paranormal show ever, A Haunting.  I was just on the official forum and someone said it ain’t going to happen????!!!!!  WTF! Ok I had to post and send Discovery an email pleaing with them to produce more episodes.  I’m not sure what more to do except beg you all to do the same… please, please, please!

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To write Discovery to tell them how much you enjoy the show and would like a Season 5 and future episodes please go here: http://extweb.discovery.com/viewerrelations/viewerrelations.nsf/Page1?OpenForm

If we can get it back on I will even do a show, if they want.

Thank you!