I have always been able to sense a persons essence, now more-so than ever. I can pick up things and know things even before actually knowing them… it’s very odd at times. Picture having the answers before knowing the questions. It’s unsettling when I find out that my feelings have actual validity behind them. I can simply look at a person to feel them and know what they are about. I am totally repulsed by those touched by darkness or those with bad intentions. I do see good people that glow too, but they are few and far between. The average don’t really stand out.. they are those caught up in the motions of a mundane world, consumed by their daily duties and responsibilities. This is just too hard to write about now. I will delve further when I’m not so tired, but due to my own tedious life tasks, I am unable to at this time. Picture having to greet hundreds of people, for a work luncheon, while picking up so much at once.. it’s exhausting. Even taking the TTC is much at times because we are packed in there like sardines during rush hour and it’s hard not to have your body filled up with these intense feelings. It’s even more uncomfortable and awkward being so close to people that you automatically repel from. It’s not something that you can get used to.
I used to work as I night janitor in my younger days at one of the largest shopping malls at that time I use to go nuts being able to here the echoes of the people that went through that mall during the day so I know how it feels I eventually learned how to control it through that experience. Dont forget though that this gift you have will also keep you from meeting the wrong people. There are disadvatages and advantages to everything!
That’s very interesting that you used to experience echoes. I feel peoples energy, it’s like I’m an antenna or something. There are advantages and disadvantages, for sure! I certainly know the people that I should stay away from, and if I can’t, at least be very wise to them.